Do you believe in mediums?
Psychics?
Do you believe in paranormal phenomena?
I do. I believe there are things that our minds cannot fathom because we have been trained to believe in so little. I believe there is some truth, however small or big, to each fairy tale or myth told. Something in those stories was real at one time. Embellished over time? I don't doubt that at all but I do believe in the main idea of those stories.
I visited a psychic the other day. I went in feeling a little skeptical. She was not what I had expected although I am not sure what I expected?.
She got some things point on. She told me my oldest daughter was struggling between wanting to be in my life and wanting to punish me for the rest of my life. That makes sense to me and I wanted to tell her it did but I wanted her to go on about other things. She told me about my boyfriend's son and how he looks to me as a mother figure. I felt that deep in my soul. He tells me that all the time and it just fills my heart. I just want to be his friend and be there for him.
She told me some things I didn't understand. It made me want to talk to someone familiar. So, I called my mom (haha!!). She got me in touch with a medium she trusts and has been in contact with for years and years.
My mom arranged for me to have a phone reading. I called her, this medium named Susan. She began to tell me I have to stop thinking about the past and trying to somehow make sense of it all because it will never make sense. I have the power to heal myself if I want to heal.
She told me about my daughter being hot and cold. Similar to what the other medium stated, she said my daughter is unable to determine what she wants and that she uses manipulation to control people. Hot damn if that was not like someone smacked me in the forehead. That made sense to me.
She told me about a few other things and then she said.... "I have your aunt here." My heart froze. She was my mom's youngest sibling, I had seen her lifeless body lying on the ground and my heart almost couldn't bear the pain. She told me about my aunt and the relationship I had with her. She told me things that I knew immediately no one else would ever know, not even my mom.
Somehow hearing those words, those clarifications of things I have wondered about, had lifted some unknown weight from me. I had not known I had been carrying it.
Susan told me so much about myself. She wasn't always nice but she was honest and she somehow knew things about me that I am embarrassed to admit and have never told anyone. It was surreal at times. My mom had paid for an hour conversation, or reading, but it went beyond that. She had so much to say about my confidence and self-esteem and me as a person. She felt like a life coach telling me to stop feeling sorry for the past and just kick ass in the future. She had told me about people who had passed on, people close to me. Things no one would know. How did she know those things if those loved ones were not communicating through her?
Some people say mediums are the work of the devil. I don't believe that. I believe that they are given a gift to help us. I think I am on the right path.
I am not sure exactly the difference between psychics and mediums. I just know some have a gift of being able to communicate with people who have passed on and some have a gift of being able to see visions relating to you and some have both gifts.
I am not sure what it all means but they have a gift because no one would ever know some of what they communicated to me. Interesting, indeed.